Tuesday, November 11, 2008

A mother's anxiety

I'm already feeling upset that Auntie is going to leave soon. I have mixed feelings - on one hand, I would love to be more hands on with Ezra, do things my way and spend more time with him. On the other hand, I wished there was someone there that could 'take over' whenever I am tired, like bathing, feeding and cleaning him. And of course, I am quite fond of her although some of her ways could be improved. And I like her cooking as well! My MIL doesn't fry much stuff and I love fried stuff!!!

I've also been thinking of how to 'arrange' the house so that it'll be conducive for all of us. Have decided to make the spare room Ezra's play room and all the pets and hobbies goes out into the living room. I spend so little time outside these days. So, there are a couple of improvements to make and some tidying to do before Auntie leaves, else I probably would have little time to do these when I'm with Ezra full time.





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