Monday, February 16, 2009

4 months old today

Time really flies. Ezra is 4 months old already. He weighs 5.7kg last week.

Friday the 13th
It has been a stressful time for me. After his last bout of' under-feeding, I brought him for his 6-in-1 vaccination and Rotarix. He broke into a mean fever of 38.5 degrees at one point. From then on, he was fussing more and drinking less. To make things worse, Heng was obliged to go to Bangkok for some meetings that day so I was all alone to deal with his first illness. I think I did pretty well, since it was 1.30am in the morning, I couldn't do much, so I sponged him and put a patch on his forehead. His temperature went down to normal later that morning. I survived! I didn't sound this positive that day for sure!

To top it all up, my hard disk crashed that evening. My computer and the internet is my window to the outside world. I keep track of Ezra's feeds and my pumping on iCal. I was also depending on it to communicate to Heng who was in Bangkok since he didn't have auto-roaming on his phone. And worse of all, my precious pictures of Ezra were all in there! I was really upset. 

I have since replace a 320G hard disk for $510 + $120 (argghh!) and the shop is trying to recover my data for me. I am really praying very hard that my data gets recovered. I just want my photos back!!! sob.

Anyway, I learnt to be creative dealing with Ezra's feeding problems... I try to stretch the timings so he will be hungrier when I feed him and feed him when he is half alseep. We'll just have to see how things goes - I hope he goes back to his normal cheerful self and drinking 700+ml of milk.

And another problem - he seemed to poop a lot more these 2 days... 3 times yesterday and 4 times today so far. I hope he doesn't keep up with this, else he will be dehydrated.

I need to pray more.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

15 weeks old

This is the worse period for me so far... many moms must think this is 'sup sup soui' but it has been a stressful and tiring time for me.

Today is Sunday, since Thursday night, baby has been crying during his feeds. His cries sound so painful and he looked so uncomfortable. I highly suspect he is teething early. He has been drooling and putting his fingers in his mouth alot more. He is already drinking less than what he is supposed to, and these 2 days, he drank no more than 500ml, way less than what he was taking. I worry that he does not have enough to drink. And MIL keeps asking if he drank... which also stresses me out.

I try to be confident in my decisions and diagnosis, but I can't help the hint of worry and doubt... what if i'm wrong? Anyway, I improvised and try to feed him when he is half asleep, which has worked well so far. At least he is taking more than 500ml. 

Although he seems less happy, seeing him smile and laugh puts me at ease. My mind and body is so tired though.

We got him a 2nd hand rainforest jumperoo... finally! I put him in it for a few minutes, but I think he is a little tired today, so we shall try more tomorrow.