And yes, the dreaded time has come - the time for Auntie to leave. I don't think anyone can understand the anxiety I'm feeling. They might think I'm just being lazy, impatient or plain scared. Yes, I am definitely impatient and scared but NOT lazy.
Tomorrow is the first day of forever, just me and Ezra. His life is in my hands, I better make the right decisions. Oh yah, I'm so worried, trembling in my pants now that I'll be such a failure at being a mom. Is this depression setting in?
I can only pray and ask God for help.
This is supposed to be a time of celebration, not a time of agony but I just can't help but be upset.
I think this is depression setting in.
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