up at 2.50am

I was puking and farting at the same time... yeks! A really bad case of heartburn.

The recent 3 weeks or so have been more 'eventful' then the rest - more muay thai stunts from the boy, more sleepless/uncomfortable nights, breathlessness that makes me sound like a pug and now; the more severe heartburn. I've had heartburn for a while now, but they are usually quite minor, I either eat it away or simply ignore it. I wonder if it was the nasi lemak dinner I had earlier. Anyway, it was ALL acid and gross tasting. I really hope this does not happen too often.

I also get stressed-out easily. My mind thinks about work when I sleep - I dream of Kevin hounding me for stuff. I was just nightmaring about YOLO before this heartburn-puking bout. Whenever I thought 'YOLO', the acid comes up. Since Heng has been listening to Bill O'Reiley lately, the song also gets stuck in my head. It rang all night, last night. A new tune rings tonight.

My nesting instincts are getting stronger - I cleaned like crazy last weekend. Decided to take it slow this weekend, but it seemed like I did quite a bit this weekend too. Since ju-ju is ill, Heng has to force feed him, making a slight mess in the bedroom, so I find myself constantly wiping and dusting away. Plus the pesky ants keep coming back!

I couldn't take it anymore, I piled up the baby's clothes and wraps into the washer. The baby wardrobe is finally going to be finished! Just got the clothes rod, hangers and missing basket. Now get everything washed. And it's all ready till delivery!

The cot is arriving next week... but i'll try to set up the room for the confinement lady only in October. There is lots to do - move the bettas and their barang-barang out, let the bed down, set the cot with sheets, give everything a wipedown... I don't want to do this too early, in case Ezra comes late and everything sits in the dust for too long. I want to do it early cos I just want to get everything done asap, but that means I also tire myself out every weekend wiping / cleaning. What an irony!

I should have everything I need, except maybe some cot sheets. I keep thinking that the cot is really tiny. Anyway, I have so much baby clothes I may not have the space for them! Thankfully I didn't buy much - only 2 sets of plain ones, to be exact. Well, adding up all the costs now seems so scary - maybe I should not think about it. Today we got some milk formular to standby - $28.90! I really hope I don't have problems breastfeeding.

Think I really want to stop work end of Sept to take a rest. Time flies... I am about 7 weeks to due. Wow.